Vico, sorry you’re having a hard time. Unfortunately it’s called life!
I’ve reinvented myself five times already. Significant reinventions. They were scary as hell but I wouldn’t have changed a thing. Each reinvention was a necessary step forward. Each worked. I think it’s just part of what I like to call the human condition.
You’re a fine writer and wherever you go, whatever you do, you’ll be fine! Please let us all know what your plans are so we can follow you there as well as here. And just know that you have lots of people who are with you and wishing you well, sending you positive energy!
~~ Joan